My quantum leap is actually just a step... (yes and no)
It feels like the edge, the precipice, the next big thing coming...
It feels exciting and the nerves are rushing
It feels like an old interpretation of anxiety, but this version of me knows this nuance better, more refined
It grows bigger, and bigger
And then the energy moves down
Feeling the truth that is below me and around me
And I can see clearly the step forward
What felt like the next quantum leap, the thing that takes all the courage, the willingness, the faith...
Is actually just a step
Just a step
Just another step
That's the quantum leap.
Every step is my next quantum leap...
AND EVEN THAT IS ALL AN ILLUSION.
The "step" is an illusion of my resistance,
No step is needed.
There's a bridge
With unlimited support
If I LET IT
What will it take for me to choose?
Safety for my brain...
And my brain can see the safety.
What will it really take?
I have to CHOOSE it.
And I do.
And what I ride of grounded, support and ease that is carrying me.
Oh such a tricky pattern that can keep me from RECEIVING.
And the truth that it's so much easier to CHOOSE it than to RESIST it
So here I am,
And here I go.
(Art by Eugenia Loli)