Are you feeling "in between"? Perhaps the way you were before (or who you were before) is not how or who you are now? AND at the same time the "new" version hasn't quite come into focus or clarity?
Instead of resisting it or trying to analyze the meaning, I invite you to invite in the discomfort. Welcome it. Cozy up with it. See it as an old friend. It has been here before, it will be here again.
When you move into a space of curiosity and observation you will move through this experience with more grace and ease.
And, you will likely revisit this place again and again as you are on this fast growth